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I PROMISE I MUST BLOG MORE…. AFTER THE BIG A. hahaha…. why am I here? because… actually I’m trying to do up a GP essay so that I can hand in tmr lah but I’ve been trying to do that since ytd… plus I’m also trying to complete my organic chem basic qns since ytd…. I’M FAILING.

I realize I seriously NEED (not want anymore) my daily fix of caffeine now… if not my engines just don’t seem to work. It’s really irritating when you keep telling yourself “time to do something” but the body jus… sleeps. =((( maybe home is too comfy for me. I’m resorting to drinking those 3-in-1 coffee sachets at home… maybe I shld stock up on nescafe cans.

I jus saw grace’s post… haha so interesting… walking off the cliff. hmm maybe that’s for me too. I’m doing a free-fall down. not sure whether the parachute will work in time. The parachute WILL work in time. I know it will. Because I’m gonna pack it well now to make sure it opens up nicely when I fall. Not a veh graceful way down, but I will make it safely down.

ok now for GP. one more week. before the time comes.

FINALLY THE TIME IS HERE! It’s the final stretch down to As… last day of school was… filled with camwhoring. hahaha! but I suppose it will be good memories for us. everyone must rmb to come tgt to hang out again after As ok!!!! 6c43 must go for more cycling/volleyball/inducing humans?(haha) outings… movie clique must go watch more movies (CORALINE!!!!)… the piggies must… GO EAT MORE. -.-” and as for ppl like my jnrs…. YES I WILL GO FOR TONG XIAO MAHJONG.

as for now… it’s hiatus time! ok lah maybe not… if got anything interesting during studies I will still update lah but a bit retarded updating lorh. let’s sprint down the last 200 metres!!!! =D

P.S. why am I so happy? because I finally managed to literally “grab” 2 slots of consultation with Ms Huda before As come… even though I haven really thought of what I’m gonna consult her with ( I have 1 week to do it), it feels like I have at least a safety net before I jump down the cliff so I’m happy. HAHAHA.

Tmr’s the last official day of school for us, the last day of being an official student after 6 yrs. Sometimes it kind of sucks knowing that leaving may not be the best senario but having a part of you that really wanna break free. School, though is some sucky place where we all get stressed out in, is also the place where we spent our most meaningful yrs in. Sometimes there is that fear that everything will disintegrate into thin air when we don’t see each other anymore.

Sometimes the road ahead is lonely. Possibly painful. But there is no turning back. That’s how it is.

Why must human life be so lonely?

I must say I’ve been trying to blog for these few days but I’m always to lazy to do so. It’s like so many things to say yet nothing to say. hahaha!!!! ok so now my mental note reminds me that I’ve to blog before school starts again in less den 12 hours later. Maybe it’s one of the last times. Maybe it will be meaningful. Maybe it will give me strength to carry on.

So it’s the end of prelims… and the start of the road down to the big As. For some reason I don’t feel anything about prelims anymore… and the results are gonna be out real soon, but I can’t really feel it. =S Good is good. Bad? I don’t know. It’s a no-through route now rite? ” you’ll find strength when people bring you down…” oops the fame song is replaying in my head… nice song btw.

post prelims was… well… fun. hahaha possibly cause it’s the peace before the storm. I’ve been reading a lot of blogs and everyone is experiencing similar kinds of happiness. whatever heck lah. LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST.

cycling and pool was GREAT!!! hahaha my wonderful class peeps were nice enough to give up ubin and come to ECP for cycling so dat I can go too… and rebecca managed to join us too!!!! so fun… it’s nice cycling down the beach and staring into the open sea, feeling the wind blow against you as you cycle. It makes you feel free for that moment in time. And the jetty was nice!!! other than the fact that it SUDDENLY downpoured on us and we had to cycle for our lives out to the pavilion. but the feeling at that point of time… was rather enjoyable I guess. It’s not everyday that you get to cycle down a jetty in the rain… too bad we din get any fotos in the end. hahaha! we looked too chui3 to take any. and the extreme park was funny… hahaha!!!! we had lunch @mos (pp) and den went for some pool. people who say they are not good at pool… THEY ARE JOKING. actually they are the pros. it’s proven. hahaha! great day. but i really had butt pains after that day. and on top of the aching arm from bowling… I had a full body ache.

watched fame with the pigs… and had seoul garden! even though we only had 1+ hours to eat i think we did eat a lot… all that chicken. -.- and we went to walk round illuma… again. ok it’s again for me. not them.

whooo I din really believe she was really singing in the movie but yes she is… hahaha quite nice song. but not my fav. nice song to listen when you wanna be alone though. =S

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Sometimes it’s the feeling of being down that hits… but some people don’t understand that it’s this time when you shld be left alone… some stuff are better kept inside.

ok time to cheer ourselves up.

DINOTEUK!!! hahaha eeteuk is such a joker seriously… hahah the stupid version of flinstones music at e start is so funny!!! more spastic dinoteuk?

HAHAHA I can go on all day. and here’s gee!!!! breadman version!!!

ok I guess I’m gonna enjoy my last few moments of freedom now.

I DON’T WANT TO STUDY ANYMORE… NO MOOD NO MOOD NO MOOD. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!